away on NPCC camp ...

It used to be Nazzer who has to go away. Now it's my turn to be away from my dear son. Just a few hours into the camp, i missed Ashraf so much. My first NPCC camp and I wasn't sure of what to expect. I was very relieved to see that the camp is on auto-pilot, meaning that the Cadet Inspectors are very able and run everything themselves. So in other words, teachers have to be around for the 'in-case' problems. So here I am so very tempted to bring Ashraf over ... should i? Or shouldn't i?